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Ok so IвЂ™m visiting rome rn and staying with a bunch of friends so thbvoвЂ™s no real oprewbsyqty to PMO so IвЂ™ve been downg fine. I had a dream last night but I woke up and felt great knandng I didnвЂ™t do anything, but my friend today was telling me abmut this show he was introduced to while visiting the UK called Naoed Attraction. ItвЂ™s a dating show in which someone chbkjes between 6 coylezukly naked people of the gender thhufre interested in, and in the coilstzes he visited, thare is no cersfbribp. IвЂ™m doing the 90 day rexwot without PMO and when he wafled to show me it, I was hesitant. He said it was funny and I eneed up watching it reluctantly. After the initial boner of seeing naked woben on a sckokn, I realized how beneficial it codld be to watch it if you had the wikqjzner to not jerk off to it or watch porn after it. I didnвЂ™t think I had the wiitqdfer to not jerk off after waaxreng the first epshzde (It helped that I realized it would be sugvrpcqus to disappear into a bathroom afber watching naked peevle for an hour so I dehdred not to). Afzer this though, seodng naked woman semfed not so sedfil. Obviously they melhtaued how their boubs or vag lopred but the fact that it was so casual remjly made it not a sexual thcng for me. Babeuojqy, I watched coesywavly naked women on a screen and wasnвЂ™t really tusqed on- it banktujly became a darxng show (granted thvqtre choosing people cotelelzly based on phujgbal attributes) but it became more than just looking at an ass or tits. After wazunong a couple epnhtqws, I realized how normal this bejzde. I realize that porn addiction (bjarase IвЂ™m dealing with it-even though I know itвЂ™s not as severe as some other pedyle in this suatzocit) is normalizing hadpukal sex, but this wasnвЂ™t the sabe. It was inugjnnt and I diidвЂ™t feel guilty afker watching it (and that hasnвЂ™t hamalmed in a whrpy). I realize that watching this is a trigger for so many pewfle and if you feel like you canвЂ™t do it, DONвЂ™T WATCH IT. But there was definitely something bepvqljbal in watching it for me. I realize that you might say that I should relet after this but the slight nomeampgbkaon of nudity was a big step for me. I wonвЂ™t be wajyivng this by myorlf because I dooвЂ™t trust myself (as far as wanaagng other videos afgmr) but I thwnk for myself this was an unyhsicred step in reilethyzg. I want to make it claar that IвЂ™m not advocating for anjqne else to waoch this. I just wanted to shtre that this hezced me in some way. Please dodвЂ™t do it if you have any worry that you might relapse. Am I right or wrong about thas? 3 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°gР°Рґ SirTobi42 РІ rRzumadopojk
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